'If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder'.. (cry on my shoulder-Deutschl sucht den Superstar) well, this makes sense to me.
imgaine.. ure feeling all down n out, nothing's going right for u. u feel all alone, sad n even frustrated. u'll tend to blame every other person/thing except urself for things that go wrong. so y feel that way then? i understand sometimes it's uncontrollable but it's always better to cry it out n then forget about it. sometimes it's also due to stress but shouldnt it be taken simply rather than complicating things up?
yes ive experienced that kinda feeling before n it did showed a cranky side of me. (darn! haha.) i hate that feeling n that side of me. totally.. i know myself that that's not the real me. thankfully, an 'enlighter' enlightened me. haha. mr arty, i call him. great guy, deep mind. my bro ok. but too bad not blood-related. wonder how it feels like to have an elder bro. haha. hmm. before he came, i penned down all my thoughts n things that happened to me. when i was free, i'll take 'em out n read. gradually, i found out ive been so stupid. haha. real stupidity man.
but whatever, i'll never let any other thing that saddens me get to me again. just like another 'great guy, deep mind' friend said 'remember, no one can make u sad, except urself.' it was something ive always remembered. prolly u'll only have to go through that obstacle before u understand some things. haha. in life: shouldnt one keep more happy memories than sad ones? shouldnt one feel more happiness than sadness?
one more thing.. be good to those who've been good to u. be even better to those who've been bad towards u. things will eventually turn out right. serious. set them thinking cuz it's all in their mind. u cant just change their thinking like that. give 'em some time, they'll come to realize it. that's what ive learnt from myself.
hmm.. being patient definitely leads to good stuff. being sensitive too. so 'be patient n feel with ur heart a tad bit more.'
haha it's that phrase from the song that invite these thoughts to my mind. so dont worry. i feel great!
-being happy is a choice, not a chance.
`craby. =)