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fri was so fun! (oh stripey~ goaty~) haha beginning to like reggae. daddy yankee is cute! haha alright enough.
this is for u stripey. =)
"I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds"
im confused whether to wana see u again or not. if i see u again, im afraid things will turn out bad. but things may turn out gd as well. if i dont, it'll be really difficult for me to not think. but u'll fade away faster.
'the kill (bury me) by 30 seconds to mars' is a very empowering song. so if u wana release ur emotions, sing this out loud haha. this song's something like 'mr brightside by the killers'.
was sending this song to mr arty last night n he mentioned he used to think bottling up emotions is a gd thing. i used to think that way too. that's y i wasnt really myself i guess. thanks to people around me, i've been trying to open up n i kinda like this me too. haha. prolly a tad more cheerful, a tad more sociable, a tad more confident. haha.
'but it is important that you do not stay in the state of emotional.....releaser. you'll eventually have to grow into one that has a pure state of mind without emotional imbalance.' 'emotions has to be released to maintain that emobalance in your body. but with deeper understanding of the causes of this imbalance, then you can maintain it at will. ' so yeah that's what he said n i definitely agree with all that.
-is this my now?
`craby. =)
initially, was supposed to meet alefin ham (alvin. haha!) for dinner. but.. he has to work till late.
on the menu..
this caught my eye. so if u wana treat me, bring me to this EASTSIDE BROWNIE STACK alright? lol.
oh ya. about yesterday. here it goes..
i spent through my whole sunday till mon 5am to complete my sofa in solidthinking. so i slept like only 2hrs. then for the tfda lecture, we did nothing. after that dr tan told me that richard isnt coming to sch cuz he was sick. we were all so happy lesson was cancelled. haha but i was a lil dejected cuz i sacrificed my slp for that. we spent 3hrs in the design studio, with the risk of us getting caught for not wearing shoes, doing nothing. haha. tired n slpy, we slowly strolled to CHEERS at the bus stop n had instant noodles for lunch (we were dripping wet! lol.).
guess what; free ice cream was given for just doing a questionaire (shaz received the one with answers. haha.).
-love hurts~ love wounds~ love scars n marks~ (see la rashid. now this song's in my head. haha.)
`craby. =)
Runaway train
Soul Asylum
Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blow torch burnin
I was a key that could use a little turnin
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
CHORUS
Runaway train never goin back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
And Everything seems cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it
CHORUS
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little outta touch, little insane
Just easier than dealin with the pain
CHORUS
Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
I runaway but it always seems the same
i dont know y but i just love this song. haha.
(tagged by huili)
Rules: Each player of the game starts off by writing 6 weird things about themselves before choosing another 6 of their friends to “sabo”. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own, 6 weird things about themselves and state the rules clearly.
1. i cant live a day without music. haha. i have to listen to it everyday no matter what.
2. i must finish my portion of food even if im really full. i cant stand the look of an unfinished plate. so if i can, i'll help clear the plate as well.
3. i cant dance. i just look funny when i dance but sometimes i do to feel free.
4. im indecisive. i cant decide on things immediately. i have to think quite deeply before deciding.
5. i cant teach. im bad at explaining. i do know the steps/workings though.
6. i always wear a necklace. if i dont, i'll feel awkward the whole day. maybe it's a habit. haha.
-"Make peace. You need to make peace with yourself and everyone around you." -Morrie Schwartz
`craby. =)
just wish i could runaway from all these.. funny how i can still survive though it kinda keep coming towards me. im tired really.. of all these nonsense. it's nonsense to me cuz it hasnt been gd. so i guess i'll just walk away from it. slowly..
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at bungy bar (B.B).. gd place to relax.
dxo's nest at the rooftop.
well, we had our fun though transport took some of our time off. oh ya. thks alvin for ur concern ya. i will drink with a clear mind so dont worry. uve been very thoughtful, i know. =)
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my dear lil FAITH's birthday!bestie ernest, take care ya. u'll be fine! haha. all the stuff that u brought might work somehow. lol.
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-"These were people so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. But it never works. You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship." -Morrie Schwartz
`craby. =)
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TRANSFORMERS! of course it was MARVELLOUS cuz there's steven spielberg in the team. haha.
today..
2 ppt down! haha. still have one tmr though. n it's like 30min! oh god how can i talk abt a topic i dont really understand for half an hr.. nonetheless i still have to do it.
there's this guy who boarded the bus n sat diagonally opposite me(i was facing the front) who made weird noises since he sat down. never did he stop, he kept making that weird noise. i was so scared cuz no one was sitting beside him nor me. i grabbed my bag really tightly. i can feel that he was staring at me. i avoided his stare by looking outside. when it was almost my stop i quickly stood up, pressed the bell n walked to the exit, waiting for the bus to stop. to others i may seem in a rush but actually i wana leave the seat asap. haha. scary man. i saw him before but i never did sat so close to him. it's not that i despise his looks or actions but it just dosent seem normal to me.
PERFECTION.
well, the most common saying states "nobody is perfect." who says so? it's up to the individual to determine whether or not they're perfect.
i can say im quite a perfectionist. haha. i want things to come out right n in perfect condition. well, in my eyes that is. maybe that is why im kind of an indecisive person. haha. enough of me.
there're so many stuff which people want to be made perfect. perfect love, perfect life, the perfect guy, the perfect girl. so what exactly do they mean by perfect? some say perfect love is when u've found someone u love n they too love u as much. does that mean that u'll not fall in love with someone else? does that mean that u'll not quarrel? does that mean u'll not fall out?
especially in this era, where people look at u from the outside n not really the inner u. appearance seems to be the key to many things. for example, ur appearance or rather the way u present urself on ur first date does really reflect whether the other person wants to continue to know u more. but the first look isnt always accurate, it varies. of course there're other factors such as ur attitude, ur gentlemanlyness, ladyness, the way u speak, so on.
talking abt gentlemanly.. i must say the older era has more gentleman than now. im not trying to target on all men but a gd number of 'em. like there's this case.. i was trying to board the bus then came this young guy who quickly cut in front of me n boarded the bus. i mean where's ur courtesy man? it's not like there's no space in the bus.
although there's prove that women have done better than men in some aspects, we ladies still appreciate some gentlemanlyness. as for me, having the gentleman quality is what a man MUST have. if not, how sweet man can be, how romantic they can be, how rich, smart, good-looking they are, arent charismatic at all in the end.
-"Do the kinds of things that come from the heart. When you do, you won't be dissatisfied, you won't be envious, you won't be longing for somebody else's things. On the contrary, you'll be overwhelmed with what comes back." -Morrie Schwartz
`craby. =)
WARNING*: if u love to fart or cant help it, PLEASE stay far away from me. well, at least excuse urself n go fart in some corner. it's so disgusting farting when others are slping or enjoying a tv programme or even eating. oh god.. esp the loud noise it can make n the 'fragrance' it gives off. so PLEASE, be considerate.
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SEOUL GARDEN! haha it's been hmm abt 7yrs i've been there. lesson ended early today cuz richard has to do some judging thingy. yay! haha but of course there's make up class.
all in all, we had a great 2 and a half hrs 'lunner'(lunch+dinner)! that's from weiwei. but i still think 'dunch' sounds nicer haha.
-the littlest things.
`craby. =)
well, school has reopened and its just as mundane as before.work+assignments+prelims are just making its way through my life once again and its just not "likeable" for my case.how i wished i was in the past,like my parents, who need not face so much pressure during their school life.but well the fact is that its not possible.so guess i have to swallow down the next 5 months of my life real hard to get my long-awaited holiday.
studies aside.as for school life, its alright except for yesterday.dont know why SOME people just dont have common sense and "make their way" to your table and irritate you when you are quietly studying.lol.i mean dont you have better stuff to do or you just dont know your priorities?? hello! for heaven sake, if there is something wrong with you, you should jolly well reflect and if you really dont get it then forget it.i mean this kinda stuff are not important at the moment. im sure not being able to get an answer for this will not make you fail your A's.like really?seriously, you have to learn to be more mature.
hmmm..well, guess life is just like that.things dont always get the way you want it to be.like love.its like one always have opposite gender whom you dislike to stand in the line instead.Those whom you fancy just never even come into the line.when this happens to you too frequently, you will start asking yourself are you so "attractive" that you can attract them.however,sometimes this facts are so truly standing right in front of you that you will start considering the choice of learning how to eat them up one by one to get it into your head:( guess you guys are the only consolation i have.
If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.
LOVE is just a word until its proven to you.
darn! nothing's gd abt today. well, maybe just the muddy mudpie. but it wasnt that gd anyway. those people(i think they are of the same breed) gave a really small one. thank goodness i didnt dine there, if not i'd have wasted cash on service charge.
it's not monday blues. it's something else. but whatever i just need some time on my own. time to go through thoughts so i can have a lucid state of mind. haha. 'try to live with the duality of your life.' that's what ive been doing n it does feel great to do that. haha. compromise is the key i guess. whatever it is, dont take it too hard. let it loose then u wont feel so down. i understand sometimes it aint that easy but just try. although there're much more setbacks than gd stuff, life can still be fine if one knows how to organize it. =)
hmm compromise.. well, people are getting more n more selfish these days, i realized. what's wrong with giving and taking? or rather just giving to make others happier? there're just too many cases ive seen or been in which reflects one's selfishness, be it obvious or not, little or more. sometimes these people just dont realize it, they're like so oblivious to their surroundings. instead, be compassionate.
well, i guess Morrie Schwartz was right. "We are too involved in materialistic things, and they don't satisfy us. The loving relationship we have, the universe around us, we take these things for granted."
-find answers by turning inwards.
`craby. =)