darn! nothing's gd abt today. well, maybe just the muddy mudpie. but it wasnt that gd anyway. those people(i think they are of the same breed) gave a really small one. thank goodness i didnt dine there, if not i'd have wasted cash on service charge.
it's not monday blues. it's something else. but whatever i just need some time on my own. time to go through thoughts so i can have a lucid state of mind. haha. 'try to live with the duality of your life.' that's what ive been doing n it does feel great to do that. haha. compromise is the key i guess. whatever it is, dont take it too hard. let it loose then u wont feel so down. i understand sometimes it aint that easy but just try. although there're much more setbacks than gd stuff, life can still be fine if one knows how to organize it. =)
hmm compromise.. well, people are getting more n more selfish these days, i realized. what's wrong with giving and taking? or rather just giving to make others happier? there're just too many cases ive seen or been in which reflects one's selfishness, be it obvious or not, little or more. sometimes these people just dont realize it, they're like so oblivious to their surroundings. instead, be compassionate.
well, i guess Morrie Schwartz was right. "We are too involved in materialistic things, and they don't satisfy us. The loving relationship we have, the universe around us, we take these things for granted."
-find answers by turning inwards.
`craby. =)