fri was so fun! (oh stripey~ goaty~) haha beginning to like reggae. daddy yankee is cute! haha alright enough.
this is for u stripey. =)
"I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds"
im confused whether to wana see u again or not. if i see u again, im afraid things will turn out bad. but things may turn out gd as well. if i dont, it'll be really difficult for me to not think. but u'll fade away faster.
'the kill (bury me) by 30 seconds to mars' is a very empowering song. so if u wana release ur emotions, sing this out loud haha. this song's something like 'mr brightside by the killers'.
was sending this song to mr arty last night n he mentioned he used to think bottling up emotions is a gd thing. i used to think that way too. that's y i wasnt really myself i guess. thanks to people around me, i've been trying to open up n i kinda like this me too. haha. prolly a tad more cheerful, a tad more sociable, a tad more confident. haha.
'but it is important that you do not stay in the state of emotional.....releaser. you'll eventually have to grow into one that has a pure state of mind without emotional imbalance.' 'emotions has to be released to maintain that emobalance in your body. but with deeper understanding of the causes of this imbalance, then you can maintain it at will. ' so yeah that's what he said n i definitely agree with all that.
-is this my now?
`craby. =)