the monologue.

Monday, November 24, 2008

♥ 22:37

rant one:

how can someone be so irritatable? is it even normal? have u ever met someone who throws u a handful of questions abt someone else when u dont even know 'em THAT well? why not u go ask yourself?! and when u say one thing, they say like ten times more after that. tell me, how long can u tolerate with such irritatably-disgusting faggot?? (there're more i shall not reveal here.) && the sight of u irks me, right from day one. so u jolly well not cross the line else i'll scream! argh!

rant two:

people change, people grow, that i understand. but evolving into an even more shifty person? i just cant apprehend that. isn't it tiring to act in front of diff groups of people? so may i ask, which is the real you? the oh-so-innocent and helpful one? or the ultimate unfeeling liar? well, this is what i observed and i can say im right cus it just happened too many times for me not to notice. im kinda surprised actually, i believed my bud more than i believe you. here's the catch, i wasnt the only one who realized this. ;) ohyah one more thing, and to steal stuff that reflects my personality, that's so uncool, really.

suppose
we were happy
suppose
it was true
and suppose
there were cold nights
but we found that
waiting through
and suppose
that I'm nothing
without you

Friday, November 21, 2008

♥ 23:42

last week was awesome! =D

tuesday
the bongs and i met at imm giant to get some groceries.

tiger prawns.

then a really late dinner at kopitiam. next time when u're there, go try the western food yah, joshua's grill i think, not bad.

wednesday
head down to shaz's house after work!

we had quite a spread of food; mushrooms(yay!), fishballs, vege, seaweed, beef, egg toufu, some yong tau fu stuff and the curry chicken i brought from home. our very first homemade steamboat!

thursday
macs at home after work/sch

and since the night was still young plus it's ladies night, we decided to head down to thumper. a really nice place, service was great, drinks were concentrated and yes shaz waiter's cute. hahahahahh!

getting the drinks ready for five10, as usual. && we were highly entertained by the speed @ level 8! shake it! hahahahhah!

&& john molina smiled at shaz n me! hahahhahah!

friday
watched madagascar at lot1.

saturday
and so we welcomed the weekends with breakfast at mr. prata.
then back home to prepare for noise's birthday party.
loads of food, kids were damn hyper but cute.
anyways,
happy 9th birthday noise! (20/11)

you can't give up,
looking for a diamond
in the rough,
because
you'll never know
when it shows up,
make sure you're holding on
'cause it could be the one,
the one you're waiting on

Monday, November 17, 2008

♥ 23:49

salut!

welcome to the zoo zoo zoo~ this was some time ago, with the lil rascals. while i was there, i kept wondering; what if i was a zoo keeper... hmm. anyways, the hakka niang tou fu we had at mandai rd was superb. loved it!

cousin alice got this for us from the states. some sort like ferrero rocher, just that the choc's thick dark chocolate and there're no nuts! =D if only they have this in sg..

sunday-lunch-botanical gardens

and then dropped by at gonggong's (saw the irritatable krokodils there again.)
before heading to the only-a-handful-of-shops-opened west coast plaza.

Gotta Be Somebody
Nickelback

This time, I wonder what it feels like,
To find the one in this life,
The one we all dream of,
But dreams aren't just not enough.
So I'll be waiting for the real thing,
I'll know it by the feeling,

The moment when we're meeting,
Will play out like a scene,
Straight off the silver screen,
So I'll be holding my own breath,
Right up 'til the end,
Until the moment when,
I'll find the one that
I'll spend forever with.

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there,
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in their hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me like that,
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight,
And damnit this feels too right,
It's just like deja'vu,
Me standing here with you,
So i'll be holdling my own breath,
Could this be the end,
Is it that moment when,
I'll find the one that
I'll spend forever with.

You can't give up,
Looking for a diamond in the rough, (Because you'll never know)
When it shows up, (Make sure you're holding on)
'Cause it could be the one,
The one you're waiting on.

meaningful set of lyrics. great rock music. i like~ =)

'cause nobody wants to be
the last one there,
'cause everyone wants to feel like
someone cares,
someone to love with my life
in their hands,
there's gotta be somebody
for me like that

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

♥ 22:10

i know, it was just a dream.
and dreams never come true.
well umm most of 'em dont.

i remember there was once i dreamt abt keeping two rabbits and surprisingly, mum's friend gave us two rabbits a week after. it's prolly just a coincidence i guess. oh wells.

a few days back, i was out to lunch with my colleagues when hk mentioned that pat's definition of the human brain is really interesting. he said the human brain is like a lady's handbag; it is able to store alot of things but whether u're able to find 'em, is a challenge. and memory isnt something u can control. as hk quoted from confucius: u hear, u forget. u see, u remember. u do, u understand.

when a handful of thoughts linger in ur mind for the whole day, u'd prolly dream abt it. maybe dreaming of it is a way of release. as in a way of either making u feel good(pleasant dreams), or turning down ur spirit. the mind works hand in hand with emotions, i feel. it's just so amazing, shockingly amazing.

but then again, some say dreams are the opposite of reality. it's just ur mind making up stories.

so which do u believe?
dreams do come true,

or
are dreams just ur mind's make-up stories?

56 more days to a year.
i dont know how long more i can last.

'cause I've never been
the kind to ever let
my feelings show
and I thought
that bein' strong
meant never losin'
your self-control

Monday, November 3, 2008

♥ 21:41

hola!

movie with the the girls!

as compared, i still preferred step up or take the lead or stomp the yard cus the dance moves are much better. but wells, all kids love hsm! so i guess this is prolly made for 'em? hahahah. well, the best part of the movie gotta be the part where the twins performed. both ryan and sharpay were great. they were more natural i guess.

kids will be kids.

company lunch at blooie's. thks boss! =D

blackened dory. the sauce's really gd, very umm tasty. and the portion, HUGE, well for me.

happy halloween!

happy birthday cla! (031108)

we remembered u said u wanted donuts this yr. hahahhah! and these are from ur fav donuts stall!

extra sweet right? hahahah.

all for the yoyo competition? this korean guy's so into yoyos.

fire chiefs on the go!

i know, not scary enough. but who cares.

we were so near that huge lips! hmph!

we spent 4 frigging hrs queueing and still didnt get to go in. all they said was vip first. and yes there were quite a handful of jokers.

and so we headed down to dblo, only to spend an hr there. argh and some loud-and-noisy-ill-mannered birthday girl(and so her friend told us) so conveniently poured herself a glass of OUR drink! zut! and and rum-coke tasted better than pineapple-rum, bartender. well at least i cant taste much coke in the rum-coke. tsk!

well, a bottle of corona extra wouldnt hurt. well cla, hope u enjoyed urself, in a way. =)

ohyah! the dumb gradbook is damn disgusting can! i so dislike it! the truth is, most ppl too. hahahhah!

chasing pavements
adele

I've made up my mind
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right
Don't need to look no further
This ain't lust
I know this is love

But if I tell the world
I'll never say enough 'cause it was not said to you
And that’s exactly what I need to do if I end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere I build myself up and fly around in circles
Waiting as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it

my back
to a closing door
and my eyes
to the seasons
that roll out
underneath
my heels