the monologue.

aha! it's the 31st of dec, that makes it a year alr!
i missed you.
it's always been so.

so i wrote a song, just for you.
a song of how i feel towards you.
love. perseverence. confusion.
and finally letting go, maybe.

or rather, keeping it deep down? hahah.

whatever it is, here goes~

hidden love

my intuition somehow fails
when it comes to you
my eyes kept looking around
to chance upon you
my mind just can't place you aside

it's been too long for me
not to realize
this is the hardest thing
to let go of
it's been hanging there
for a little too long to go on

i believe people meet for a reason
it probably isn't our season
but thanks for the handshake
thanks for the smile
thanks for all that you've made me feel

it's been too long for me
not to realize
there's nothing i can do
it's been hanging there
for a little too long to go on

and here i am
keeping you deep inside
this heart of mine
'cos all the love i feel for you inside
just won't go away
and to me
you're the best i will never have

'cause it's been too long
way too long
hanging there with just nothing
nothing to hold on
i can't make you feel the same
like me
when you don't

so long
my love

woots! it's gona be '09 in some 10++ hours' time.

ok so '08 has been a rather not-so-smooth yr for me.

first with my knee op,
family matters,
the cold palace,

unfortunate meeting of lunatic,
etc etc.
but well, there are gd times too.
just that bad times adds up more than gd ones.

im glad that i was able to take a peek under the mask of some faces.
as the saying goes; don't judge a book by it's cover.
observe carefully so as not to be deceived by two-faced humans
or rather double-sided tapes.
right sandfly?
(that's my dear sis. can call her stone or prawn or shufz. hahahahh. ;) )

on a lighter note,
im so happy that we bongs are still keeping in contact. =D
i really really enjoy the times we spent together.
y'all have taught and shown me many new things.

y'all have always been there for me.
every meet with y'all is filled with fun and laughter.
thks guys!
love y'all! =DD

and not forgetting my budd, ernest.
for listening and giving me advices.
and weilong,
for listening and offering to help.

most importantly, i wana thank
my dear family and the lil rascals, faith n grace,
for bringing joy to my life.
what'll i do if i haven't got you lot! =DD

and now im so looking forward to '09.
hope it'll be a better year.
(shufz, shaz, cla, u know what i meant lah uh. ;) )

have a great year ahead everyone! =)

dear grace was so excited to show us her pre-school performance video. =D

photographer - grace. hahaha.

she wants us to show our teeth together. teehee.

to think i might not see
those eyes
makes it so hard
not to cry
and as we say our
long goodbye
i nearly do