sometimes it's really good to take a walk alone. to think through a million things that crossed ur mind. it's pretty amazing sometimes; u think so deep into something, then an hour or so later, u dont really get back what u have thought.
during that pretty long walk, all i could think of is the day we met; which was coming to a year ago. the heart-wrenching melody of my love by jung chul kept replaying in my ears through my earpieces while my toes hurt as i take one step after another.
if i could turn back time, i would turn it back to the 31st of dec a million times, just to see ur face and feel the warmth in ur handshake. i know it seems meaningless and a waste of time to hold on to that day. but that was the day i felt a special umm emotion i never felt before. it's astonishing, how this emotion can last for so long and sinking deeper as the days passed.
im quite fickle actually, so i guess u're the best that i never will have.
slow way down
this break down's
eating me alive
and i'm tired
this fire's fighting
to survive
this break down's
eating me alive
and i'm tired
this fire's fighting
to survive