the monologue.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

♥ 16:48

im twenty one! =)

i call this year a surprising year.

many surprises and well,

heartbreaking news and events.

but im grateful though,

'cause as bad things happen,

good things follow as well.

so it's balanced, kinda.

ok let's see,

i have 5 parts for this birthday.

rah's part 1:

was quite an exciting experience.

curiosity kicked in at the right time,

but embarrassment brought a closure.

i needn't elaborate more.

what's done is done

and im contented with what i've gone through.

well, at least not the worst. hahah.

but it's gonna be the first and the last.

thanks pabos. =)

ohoh and the whipped cream! hahahh.

(it was super slimey on the face. tsk.)

rah's part 2:

whoa! this one's overwhelming.

i was punk'd, totally.

was shocked.

was filled with a mixture of emotions.

i didn't know how to react

when i saw many familiar faces lookin at me,

some giggling, some smiling.

i was really really happy though,

for all who came.

for all who were willing to wear the 'rah-tee'.

for the great effort making the 'rah-tee'.

for all the wonderful pressies.

for all the decorations and balloons.

for the huge lana choc cake.

for the yummy food.

for all the greetings and laughter and fun.

and last but not least,

for the push into the pool, twice. hahah!

thank y'all for everything. =)

rah's part 3:

dinner for the girls at verve bar&bistro.

nice setting.

great ambience.

superb food.

awesome desserts.

all in all,

a really great dinner/catch-up with you girls.

thanks for coming. =)

rah's part 4:

desserto at 2am dessertbar.

with veevee, meemee and feefee.

food was yummy.

service was good.

dessert, awesome.

don't forget our pact yah. teehee.

thanks for coming. =)

rah's part 5:

right, i actually hesitated about this decision.

to go to barstop, alone.

have a few drinks and write.

but well, i thought,

why not?

no harm trying.

and so i did.

it was pleasant.

relaxing.

great conclusion to my special day. =)

i should've brought cody down to celebrate with me though. =(

i remember hearing uncle kracker's smile during rah's part 2.

and then i realized,

all these lil things kept my smile on my face.

once again, thank y'all! =D

you make me smile

like the sun

fall out of bed,

sing like a bird

dizzy in my head,

spin like a record

crazy on a sunday night

you make me dance

like a fool

forget how to breathe

shine like gold,

buzz like a bee

just the thought of you c

an drive me wild

ohh, you make me smile

Monday, October 12, 2009

♥ 14:31

are those your eyes, is that your smile

i've been lookin' at you forever

but i never saw you before

are these your hands holdin' mine

now I wonder how i could have been so blind

such a long time ago

i had given up on findin' this emotion..

ever again

every little thing that you do

baby, im amazed by you.